Reminiscent :(

A lot of dreams, I've seen with u...
A lot of memories, I've shared with u...
The countless times, I've been with u...
Is drifting away with this déjà vu, it’s totally new...

Where are those days gone? Where are the nights lost?
My wishes, your exuberance, are they bitten by the frost?
Why don't the roses bloom now? Why is the sky so dark?...
I try finding the reasons, while hearing the cries of lark...

The dead silence between us, is irrevocable as it seems...
Once upon a time's stout memories, doesn't anymore gleams...
The new pessimism in me, is all around, it’s so dominating...
The optimism in me is gone, that was once scintillating...

We stopped being us, I started to deplore

This wouldn't have happened if I knew u through before

But deep inside me, your spirit still exists

As I try to find u amidst this dense mist.

Now while the pain is just increasing,

Within my heart, the deep sorrow is freezing.

I hope you could be with me for more long,

Since it's just with me that you truly belong.

I have this feeling, that some fine day we shall meet again,

And on that very day I shall let go all my pain.

Starting everything afresh again, a new beginning, that’ll end never ever

We will always be together; and our love will last forever.

(This was incomplete till MANISHA MAITY took the effort to complete it for me .... Thanks A million to her :) )

The Money Matters

He went away being very rude…

Leaving his old parents behind…

His parents tried to stop him…

And therefore teach him, how to be kind…

He went away to a new country…

Where, no one was his known…

He tried to arrange a cozy living…

But no one helped him, get a loan…

He planned to work harder…

And dreamt about a wife…

To help him do his house chores…

As like every family is rife…

He fell in to a bad company…

And polluted himself soon…

All his dreams got slowly shattered…

When police started recognizing him …

To be a notorious 'goon'…

His parents kept waiting for him

But ended up cursing their destiny…

His mother fell ill and father got jailed…

As he couldn't pay back the borrowed money …

The son joined a group of criminals…

Lately robbed a reputed bank…

He shot the guards and fled away…

But was soon, caught and jailed…

On the judgment day, the court announced…

His punishment to be "hanged till death"…

He met his father, while in the jail…

Thus, he begged to save his life…

But his father was tired of the daily dramas…

He tried but couldn't ever stand up to revive…

The song was hanged on the expected day…

The father was bailed some other day…

He chose to die then tolerate humiliation…

And therefore committed suicide….

His beloved mother was left alone…

And she chose to end up merely…

Loneliness drove her crazy…

And one fined day ,she chose potassium cyanide…

The once upon a time sweet and simple family…

Ended in a worst way., unexpected…

The whole thing that took place…

Was their destiny and all due to money…

Try !!!!!!!!!

Why don't they ever try?
Why do they always feel shy?
Problems come with solution
Just like any simple evolution
people end their lives
Thinking they have no way to live
Losing faith, losing hope on,
Their own self, why don't they just believe?


Why don't they ever try?
To smile and spread smiles by
Ad mist every misconception and every agony
Why do they always choose to die?
Easily achieved things doesn't stay for long
Why is their life so monotonous, like a sad song?
Where is their exuberance gone?
Why don't they try to prove others wrong?

Why don't they ever try?
To be truthful and never lie
To win and rule the world in their own ways
On their dreams and their potentialities
On them, why don't they ever rely
Forever, try to be positive
And never give up so soon
Life is not something to waste
It's irrevocably, one of the greatest boon....

Why don't they ever try?
Why do they forever feel shy?
















(wrote this randomly...got the idea from a friend's status update :))

For old time's sake

The time is lost, d days are gone
Inside me, a strange perdition has born.
I feel so lonely, Through out d days and in nights,
The ghost of agony, really does bites

The friendship, d love, d happy hours r lost
The colors have melted, under d hue less frost.
Where r d joys, i ask myself?
This is d life, there's none to help.

Towards d past, Presently as i peek
I find my own blunders, never meek.
Why do d tears- flow from the eyes?
Why is d life, so full of lies?

Why isn't it easy to forget d post?
Why does relationships never-forever last?
Life is on tenterhooks, never so easy
but, what makes d other creatures not so busy?

Where ignorance is a bliss
'Ti's folly to b wise
If the problems can be solved
Then why do we follow this vice?

The love between us,the crushes once we had..
Eventually,love stories grew, that wasn't so bad..
Bunking the classes, playing a lot
These days are lost,as time fell short..

Punishments were part of life, to make us strong..
Even though they're symbols for our, doing wrong..
Missing those days, a long way to go
On my heart with the memories forever ago...

The love that lost, the love i gained...
A tribute to all my friends, here i send...
and finally to my Beloved, at the end of all
You were forever awesome and always parol   











To all my school buddies..other friends and everyone out there..love you all..

Self Destruction :(

You're lying on the floor..
So innocent, so peaceful..
Sleeping a serene sleep..
With stricks of incense all around..
And also candles, glow abound..

Invisibly breaking all your promises..
Shattering all our dreams..
A journey to the highways..
Towards the heaven as it seems..

The near and dear ones gather..
Sad faces all around..
Rivals hate it rather..
Than, your presence on the ground..

Family members, crying their hearts off..
Why did you elude us this way?
Your family never loved you..
How can you, even say?

Everything won't be the same again..
We won't see you or your rave..
Finally, the time to bid goodbye..
Funeral marches to the grave.. :-(


















(wrote this for a girl..who happened to be my sister..but i couldn't recognize her :-( SHORRY)

The photogenics @ Saptarshi's Birthday

This is the pic the last time in my school life...................with the best of friends
thanks saptarshi..............
love you a lot

Dreams to dream :)

..Was it a dream, I ask myself..
When i slowly realised, what exactly happened..
I ask my mind, my heart, my soul..
Was I the one who played the role..
Of being the prince of fairy tales..
With a horse, and tge beautiful princess..
All of a sudden, when happiness hails..
And the ship of love, merely sails..

Everything, so bright and beauthful..
Holds a charm of onipotence..
And even when, I try to wake up..
It throws me in an ecstastic sense..
Deeper I go into the dream..
Brighter and impeccable as it seems..
I wish this dream may never end..
And all the special things get slowly mend..

Indeed a dream worth dreaming though..
The perspective of the feeling..
I dont exactly know...
I wish I dream, this kind of dream..
Each and every single day..
And when it ends, and I wake up..
To find the feeling perpetually stay...










(wrote this last night...bt it isnt that good...)

In Search Of a Better Place

Ever wondered about those faces, with not so bright future
Without one full meal a day, there is no one for them to nurture......
No money for food, no clothes to dress,
Do they actually belong to our race???
Yet not ashamed of what they do, what they are.......
Not moch coy to beg and live their life,
And even when you have so much, have you ever tried to give?

Perhaps what the almighty made us all, everyone with a stomach,
To fill it up with atleast some food, sometimes people run amuck........
Its all about money, food and clothes, that really does matters......
It makes a dream come true and many a times it shatters...........

I see the rich and aristrocrats, self distruct with a rope,
sometimes in some problems and sometimes losing hope.....
Everything they have got, right from food to clothes and home......
Even then they choose to end their precious lives,
For some pressure and cause, so foolish and sometimes so bovine..........

On the other hand, view their poor condition,
So poverty stricken they are, they have to sleep on the streets.............
still, there always lies a smile, on their optimistic face......
The pain of empty stomachs, A body with no clothes to wear......
still so strong to fake a smile, when they have a home nowhere........

They do have a life, but iots so hurting and painful.....
Moreover people are insolent to them, in this world of rich rule.....
Without caring about their lives, without a bit of shame.....
They beg for food, money and clothes............BEGGARS are their name......

Can't we all come up together and make this world a better place.....
If not caste , creed and sex.... then atleast on the name of human race........
Cant we share our riches euphoria and love with them?
And brighten up their hueless, painfull and lightless days.............

My Pessimistic Brother

I've always viewed u, as my own elder brother..
In my life, you've alwys been as great as a Father..
Always supporting and loving ,so verisimilitude u r..
But when it comes to perspicuity, why do u even quaver?

I c u losing hope ,u're never like this before..
You were so entertaining to me,whenever I flt bored..
The negativeness in Ur mind, why is it dominating u..
And frm ur bright nd lovely life,eluding with the hue..

Where is the euphoria gone,I dnt fnd the glow anymore..
I rmember,music ws ur religion, why isnt it inferior..
Gods are drumsets to u, but are they sound so weak..
Your music was a panacea to me, tht alwys ws so meek..

You were nvr so damn erroneous, really u hve trnsfrmed..
Frm whr did u learnt to lose hope nd all so nonsense norms?
Ths new nature of urs, really does suck..
In course of learning to lose, bro plz dnt run amuck..

Plz try to be the one,you were better before..
Dnt forget, ur friends nd family is with u..
always,even in the darkest tempest nd misfores..
to mke u feel specl nd supprt u till the end..

March Masala Day 5

The invisible flow of time is so amazing...isn’t it?? Just before a few days...it was all a new start with the year 2012...and now. Suddenly my calendar shows me the date to be 5th march...the question that questions me the most is..."was I alive these days??" for those who maintains a diary....it’s good for them as they can find it out the regular entries and memorize what they did on which date....just after a few days...again it will be the time...for the scorching sun rays...even the sun is annoying us...at present ...just wondering, what will happen in future??..time is such a surprising thing...it seems that just a few days back I started doing fb....but it isn’t true...many years has passed...but it seems I started doing fb just a few days past....I still remember...when I first made my Gmail account...at that time I only used to mail Saptarshi...from that 1 frnd of mine...now if u check my info...you'll find 1780 friends and still counting....wish our life had buttons like...rewind, play, pause and forward...Well I Know that it would not be called a life but still at least there would have been a little less of wars. May be, people would have got a chance to solve their own probs.
Those people who commit little more mistakes in their life would have got a chance to know what can be the consequences and would have minimized the amount of mistakes he/she has done. A lot could have happened. Well time is such a great factor you know. It’s March 5 Today. After some days suddenly you will find the approaching of Durga Puja. And you won’t understand how the time will pass away. And very soon this year will also be over. Anyways I won’t think about the future now. Let’s hope for the best. Bye for now Have a nice day

The reasons to smile

Keep Smiling Always

There are many lives that actually lacks smiles

 

And Always belive that HUM MEIN HAI HERO

@ Everyone

 

Magical March Day 4

Dont really know if someone is really going to read this

 

Magical March.....the 4th day...a new start...a new beggnng...a new hope...a new challenge...exams are knocking at my door...i wont open the door..till 12th though...bt the euphoria is all gone...books are eluding me...physics making me sad...computer sc is already too bad...practicals are making me mad...and my camera is seized by my dad....english is too easy...in mathematics...i am turning lazy...i try to steal my photography machine from my dad's drawer...bt all goes in vain...where is the battery?? I want to have a break...bt would anyone allow me to have it...mum always compares my life with my friend's...."look at him, look at her" she says...they are all studying....bt I wonder...why does she nly compare bout studies??...isnt there anythng else in this world other than studies?? Where is those days gone when it was all about fun...everychild is special they say...bt is it true?....march masala ?? Why cant it bring a lil bit of masala in those lives...that,simply stares at ur face........

hoping for sm sympathy....those lives...which are even more worse than yours...bt why do we shed tears? when those lifes which are actually lacking masala cms out with...broad smiles on their face....we know a lot...each of us are supremos in one field or the other...bt the magical thing is we suffer more than those..who have nothng...those who knw nthng abt ths hurting world....those who are far,far behind of our lives....are those fake smiles?? dnt they suffer? where do they live when 2 blankets are also nt enough for us to stay warm?? what do they do when 2 fans and air-conditioners are also not enough to make us feel cool?? where do they go when storms like aila and tsunami hits and shakes the lives of much much much standard people?? have you ever thought....i wanted to picturise those with my camera...bt O father, do you even care for the rest of the world?? they say "whatever happens, it happens for good" bt what good does take place...when in a railway accident or bomb blasts 1000s die?...........

have you ever wondered...when during holi (magical march moments) we are afraid to go out of our homes just becuz we think,our clothes are going to get spoiled even when we have countless numbers of good dresses......bt those children...who doesnt even has a second set of clothes...enjoys the Holi much better than we do?? try to bring a lil masala in their lives...Lets put our hands together...for the real heroes....the real bravoes...maybe theres not much power in my camera to picturise their sufferings...or it must be we dnt have time to look at their pictures...we have so many other things to do....bt there is a life outside our life, our environment too...lets nt forget them.......

A Philosophical Mystery

The Man who designed the human body is the most intelligent Engineer, Doctor, Biologist, Philosopher and what not? I wonder how the idea came into Newton’s mind that made him discover the laws of motion. Was it Just an apple?? If that small fruit can make him discover such great things then what all can be discovered in the future. The design of a human body, it’s as easy as it looks when we draw a human figure in our regular art classes or while making cartoons. But it is not as easy as it seems. It’s too complicated. Every cell, every pigment, every part of it, the reactions, the actions and everything that it consists are so very interesting. 

For those who are agnostic and believe in the state of being atheists:  Have you ever wondered who the great person was? Who got this idea of designing a whole human body? Well as you don’t believe in the almighty’s presence and his way of making a human being live then have you ever asked this question that how the living system works so easily and perfectly. When people are in the state of rest (or you can say sitting idle). He/ she actually aren’t in that very state. The respiration of lungs, expansion and contraction of muscles, the pumping of blood by the almighty of a human body that is the heart etc. Doesn’t makes one is in the state of being at rest. So many processes take place in that very body. If it’s not the almighty then who was that very person who designed it?

For those who are skeptic: - If you believe that the almighty designed the human body then who was that great person, who designed the structure and process of the almighty? It cannot get designed on its own. There must be someone (let it be a certain X) who designed his human body system too. And now, if there is someone who designed the structures, processes and the design of the almighty then again there has to be someone who discovered the design of that SOMEONE’s(X) design. So last but not the least it remains a mystery. 

Science is something that, every human being, animals, living and non- living things has got in them. It is something great for which we are grateful and we should always be grateful to whatever, wherever and however may be scientist and inventor is.

White Beauty

With the white glowing nature
of its own, somewhere borrowed from sun,
it glows in the sky, throughout the night
incomparable to any other beautiful light.
the clouds pass by the serene sight
making the sky, look more bright.

It loses the white glow slowly
so a it gains it back
in between the new moon's arrival
makes the white glow actually lack
Not for long, like the human life
of happiness mixed with sadness
The moon starts growing by each day
after the new moon's darkness

Returns the full moon merely
which glows so bright and high
it looks like the lamp of heaven
on which the gods ,too rely

The euphoria of the full moon sky
with the milk white glowing Moon
Resembling my beloved and her face
with the dawn, vanishes soon
The process slowly works
day by day, years after year
on a clear and euphoric sky,
no one does it fear............................................

The Story of Droplet

In a hot and humid day
And in the scorching sun’s ray,
I started rising high
From a pond, to the blue sky.

Millions just like me
Were rising in the sky
Till date, I used to float,
But in seconds I learnt to fly.

The whole town looked small
Even our biggest shopping mall.
We slowly formed clouds,
Over the magnificent town hall.

We didn’t had wings
So just floated in the air
Birds flew around us
With their wings which were rare

We all droplets, lived together happily
We formed huge clouds in our gather
Some were white as snow, some were very dark
Sometimes, we made the sun totally go lark.

Merely came the time for rain
We were the hope for the farmer’s grain
All welcomed us in the cities and towns
As if we were new born fauns.

We fell down on the ground
With a typical rainy sound.
We started flowing through drains
To reach some other lanes.

I was a lucky one
As I fell on a broad river
Every second I flowed away
With a lot of force, this made me shiver

There were other droplets too
Who encouraged me to flow
I got carried away with them,
Sometimes too fast and sometimes slow

I crossed a thousand miles
Experienced different places
I saw a lot of cultures,
Life styles, people and dresses.

I wondered if my journey
Shall ever come to rest
Sometimes I enjoyed my life
Sometimes thought it a waste.

My carrier- The great river
Will you ever ever stop?
I’m sick and tired of listening to
Your melancholy popular pop.

“I have an end definitely”
Said the mighty river,
One by one, the life may stop,
But I can’t stop forever.

Heading towards the mightiest ocean
There approaches my end.
Slowly-slowly gently-gently
All the droplets I will send

And then we droplets were welcomed
By the calm deep blue ocean
Waving our final goodbyes to
The river, as we reached our destination.

Flowing Hard to Reach the Ocean

In a matter of days,
In a drought struck lace,
My million friends died.
By saying this the little droplet,
His tears he didn’t abide.

When he was in the Himalayan plains,
He had a billion mates.
All glittering in the bright sunlight
In this world, full of hate.

As he crossed the mountains,
Slowly came the hills.
Filling water in natural fountains,
He made a lot of deals.

The stream that carried him,
Had a lots and lots of water.
It was broad at some points
And narrow at the other.

Then suddenly in the plains
There came the cool and soothing rain.
More and more droplets fell
The overflowed stream made the plains hell

Yes, there was flood as rain didn’t stopped
From falling deep down
People started using their,
Umbrellas coats and rain roof gowns.

There was water all over,
The river overflowed.
Lakhs of people, homeless,
Still the rainfall didn’t slowed.
People prayed for help
From the supreme god,
Finally the nature mercied
And so did the sun lord.

Finally, the rain stopped
And the sun shone brightly
The water started drying
Slowly and slightly.

Again I started flowing
After joining the great river
People bathed every morning
And the cold water made them shiver

I flowed and flowed and never stopped
Until I reached this place.
We never knew, it is drought stricken,
So we lost a lot of glace.

One day I will reach the ocean
I dream about it, everyday,
I’m optimist and believe
“Where there is a will, there is a way”.

Hurting Errand

When the time comes..
I'll depart away for sure..
and my sins and deeds..
would decide my afterlife and tenure..

The things that've a beginning..
always do have an end..
Some in expensive coffins...
Some on the mother land..
Some dont even recieve that..
in this mean errand..

The woods and logs are burning..
no! its not the fireplace, see
its the place to end a life..
it is the hurting cremetory..

The only place where water
is so scared of fire..
even the mightiest rainfalls never..
can blow out, burning of the pyre...

A cloud of smoke slowly rises
and slowly vanishes in the sky
noone dares to come, in its way..
not even the birds, pass by..

Million ends just happen..
each and every day..
sometime due to natural cause...
and sometimes in different way...

The importance of a human
is understood after the death
slowly, your presence ends up..
as destined by the fate..

Accident Sucks :(

On the way back to my home frm physics tution...met an accident only becuz of a stupid dog..that just came infrnt of my cycle...first of all due to the rain...the roads were slippery....and secondly...a truck was coming behind me...
It was dark and I was riding my cycle at a very average speed....suddenly a small dog came infront of my cycle...and i tried to save it...fortunately my bicycle's breaks were awesome..as my cycle stopped right where I wanted to...but unfortunately...the truck didnt stopped...directly hit my cycle...and I .....leave...am dying of pain now....dnt knw when the bleeding and pain will stop....for nw...I have fuckd up my own left hand...the chin...my fingers...the ankle,knee and my left side cheek....it sucks high time.....:'(
P.s: Atleast Car would be happy if she ever comes to read this...:(

My first Acrostic poem.....

This is my first acrostic poem which I actually made after getting inspired by Miss N.S Kirti's blog....got inspired and created one.....I dont actually know if this is the right way of making an acrostic...anyways thanks a lot Kirti didi.....

RAINAK

Rising from the dark, and
Aware of every misconception,
In the path towards serenity and light
Notwithstanding the misfortunes as,
Assertive of thoughts,might
Knock out the evil from this world soon....

Sane Rain!!!!

The evening's cool and refreshing rain
Heals away all my sorrow,my pain
With my beloved,I walk down the street
Far away,I can see the temple's light lit
Even though,my clothes are wet
I walk slowly with my beloved, drenched in rain
Feeling as if my mistakes and bad deeds
Are washed away with this rain beads
Slowly we head towards our destination
Enjoying the rain and the wet rainy season

Sometimes I wonder where the rain comes from
The science gives me the answer
When I'm sad and sheerly bored
The rain,is my mood enhancer
Sometimes too fast,sometimes slow
The raindrops fall with the wind blow
The results may be boon or bane
Filling the rivers,only the rain can

The thunder and the lightning strikes
Not every human,does really like
The sounds and light so huge and fast
The effect of it,long really last

Excess rainfall causes flood
Lesser of it may lead to drought
The medium of it is the helpful type
That drains away through the leaky pipe

Rain rain rain..I love you a lot
In your prescence its never too hot