Cheated once…
He learnt the basics to survive
in a relationship of a loyal love and a treacherous partner. He learnt how one
may deceive his feelings and betray him even after knowing him better than
everyone else. He learnt how he might not trust on people blindly and let them
have enough of him. He decided not to fall in love again… he decided not to
trust on someone so blindly again.
Broken trust, first love failure,
ruthless agony, betrayed soul, lonely heart, humiliated feelings, innocent
mind, confused attitude, spoilt aim, bad academics result these made him grow stronger a bit. He started
making new friends. People came and went, he knew it’s hard to trust people and
go ahead celebrating new friendships. He welcomed new people in life. He started
trying to be a stronger person.
“Your first break up is the
reason for your further next relationships in life.”
Cheated twice…
Fell in love again. This was comparatively
a better relation. He used his basics to survive as many days as he could
possibly last. Expectations killed his soul. Surviving in that relation for
more number of days, than the last one made him think about “forever”. Foolish was
he? This time he knew how life can be judgmental at times and throw curve
balls at him to bring him down. This time he took longer than before to go
ahead and celebrate the new bond. “What might have gone wrong?” he thought. “She
spoke sweet things, promised to stay forever, kissed his cheeks and held his
hands, danced in the rain.” Wasn’t it enough for a starting of a new forever?
Broken faith, excruciating agony,
sense of self destruction, betrayed heart, lonely soul, humiliated love,
innocent feelings, complicated situations, academic failure, darkened future,
strange feelings, disloyalty shots, trust broken yet another time. He couldn’t take
this in. Decided not to lose focus, never fall for another girl who would cause
more damage in his soul and make him weak like a cotton shred on a stormy
evening. He changed his mind of being this loyal and trustworthy. He decided to
be bad. He decided to be stronger than ever. He planned on just returning back
the favour to every other girl who bisects his life at any point. He decided to
play with their feelings and give them a kiss of fate as well.
“Infatuations are cute, until things
get serious and it turns you into something you are not”
Cheated again…
Things went on for a little
number of days. He didn’t change. He was still the same weak, innocent and
loyal soul who even after planning so many decisions, facing disloyalty and
dishonesty decided to fall in love again. He made friends who lead an easy life
spoiling innocence in the name of love and taking advantage of such beneficiary
situations. He never could possibly do that in reality matters not how many
damn times he decided on choosing this not so regular path. Break up this time
broke him up completely. Break up just came knocking at his door slowly after a
long togetherness of loyalty and pretensions, perpetual and loving forever’s versus
treacherousness and dishonesty at its best. “Expectation is a bitch” he
concluded. What would happen to someone who is cheated for the third time and every
time a bit longer stay in a relationship than the last. This time he had
already made up so many plans for the “dishonesty forever”. He worked hard just
to stand up to her expectations. She not only betrayed him. She insulted his
feelings the worst way possible, taught him the real meaning of disloyalty and
dirty politics. She taught him the bad part of life where trust, love and
honesty are just hard words and are never used in the dictionaries produced by
the countrymen.
Innocent soul, broken heart, self
destruction at its best, complicated soul, humiliated love, insulted feelings,
intensely excruciating agony, dishonest touches, disloyalty wrapped kisses,
irreconcilable situations, impeccably shattered dreams and hopes, hurt smiles,
unfaithful and strongly lethal blows of disloyalty. She promised him a
perpetual stay; he promised her a beautiful forever. They kissed, they held
hands, they planned things together, they spoilt each other a little, he made
her smile and she made him cry. They were even. He decided to try the wrong
path. He decided to stop being good, he planned to exploit every other girl he
meets in life.
“Just right in middle of an
ordinary life, love gives you a fairy tale.”
Cheated?
No…
After so many decisions and
plans, the first person who hit him made him fall in love with her. After so
much of sufferings, agonies and learning how to exploit people other than being
good to them and be loyal again, he fell in love. Can you believe it; again he
did the same mistake. Was he truly in love or he was just being pretentious to
go ahead and try being the evil he was planning to. Is he still the same loyal,
honest and loving person? Or he is just trying to be pretentious enough not to
give her even an inch’s hint of what he is planning to do?
He is in love…
Needless to say, he is in love. He
is in deep, dark, pure love and he again plans not to give up on his better
half. He plans to be by her side at every inch even if she doesn’t need him. He
plans to wake up by her side every morning and sleep beneath her soft skin,
making love. He plans to kiss her every time he gets an opportunity. He plans
to make each of her dreams come true. He plans to keep her happy till the end
of time. He plans to marry her and have babies with her. He plans to play with
them, have a family and teach them with whatever knowledge he has acquired. He plans
to grow old with her. He plans to see the whole world with her. He plans to sit
with her with all his grandsons and granddaughters and talk about every fairy
tale that could be talked about. He plans to have a beautiful forever.
A perpetual and irrevocable love,
a sacred love, a true love, a loyal love, a forever, an entangled love, an
epitome of love. He loves her greatly, she loves him as well. His love, plans,
expectations, decisions, feelings and all the other things are yet again wrapped
with honesty and loyalty.
“Nothing lasts forever”
He is scared.
He is doubtful, he won’t make it
this time, he would die, and his heart is weak enough to take another heart
break, dishonesty, pretension and an end of a chapter. But till things are close
to being this happy. He is happy as well
Almighty, help him.
He needs you…
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